Our New Schedule

I am getting around to this week's pictures and videos. Hope you like these photos. I think he's so cute that I can barely stand it! Grant's doing really well with my friend for day care. It helps me a lot, since she's such a great friend and mom to her own kids. It'll make it pretty easy for me to leave him at a real day care in a couple of weeks. He's getting bigger and stronger all the time. I went in this morning to find that he had rotated his body 180 degrees overnight- his head was where I'd put his feet when I put him down. He's so advanced!

Grant in the Tub!

and with his kick and drive toy!

Cute Video

What a week!

So I'm back in Lynchburg with my little family. Things are going well. I'm starting back to work on Monday, and I'm actually looking forward to it! I'm also doing Weight Watchers to take off some baby weight (and hopefully more).

Grant is two months old now. At his last appointment, just two days ago, he weighed twelve pounds even. It certainly feels like more when I'm carrying him up the steps for the umteenth time. Today we had a milestone- he had his first nap in his crib! He sleeps all night in there, but he has resisted naps. Here are some photos!Grant loves his Fisher Price "Kick and Drive". He can make it play music, light up, and spin by kicking the yellow thing at his feet or hitting the danglies with his hands.

Cute monkey outfit- the shirt is from Denlow and the shorts are from Rebe (one of the loving grandmothers). These pictures are all from today- there was an unfortunate incident with an unfastened diaper midday.

Eight weeks old!

Here's the latest set of photos!
I miss my Daddy! Isn't this the saddest little face you've ever seen?!? He doesn't cry much, but he knows how to do it!
A happy smile for Gram
This smiling picture rivals the overalls one for my favorite. He's just so sweet and happy. Most of the time.
Grandma Eileen gave Grant a kiss and left some evidence behind. Fortunately it was bath day.
A tired Grandpa with a happy baby. Grant is so good; he laid like this for forty-five minutes. He just let Grandpa snore away.

Great Grandpa!

Yesterday, while Troy and a friend went to a gun show at Dulles, Grant and I went up to see Grandpa. Great-aunt Teresa came, too. Here are some pictures from the event!

The Right Pacifier!

I think I've found it. Grant loves to suck on pacifiers, but we've had two problems. First, he gags for the first bit he has it in, which is rather unpleasant. Second, he knocks them out quickly with his tongue. I bought our fifth type today (pacifiers aren't cheap), and no gagging! Plus, they stay in well. They're supposed to simulate breastfeeding.

We had lots of other fun at Target today, as well. We bought lots of picture frames so that we can put out our family pictures. I also bought school supplies. You can't beat 10 notebooks for $1. I love buying school supplies. I'm kind of excited to get back to work. Not too excited. Just a little.

Today I learned that Grant is a chunky monkey compared to Charlie, who is eight days younger than he is. Holding Charlie was like holding a doll!

Pictures for the Grandparents

Sleepy Grant. This should add some fuel to the hair color debate.
Troy is not happy this one is going on. I just think its funny. Grant has yellow poo.
Sleeping in his swing. The overalls were a bit too big for him. So were the shoes. Oh well. None of it fell off him.
How cute is he?!? I love this one.
I love this one even more. Such a sweet expression on his face.

Grant and Daddy. Its a little fuzzy, but I like the expression on Grant's face so much. He likes to listen to his father talking.
More cuteness.

Just hanging out. I can't believe he'll be six weeks old tomorrow!
Hope you enjoyed the pictures!

Mommy Lessons

I haven't been ending my posts as I usually do. So I thought I'd reflect on what a month of motherhood has taught me.

- Time flies. Not just the past month, but the minutes and hours in a day. I can pass eight hours in the blink of an eye. Its so different than when I was pregnant and time moved so slowly.

- I really enjoy breastfeeding. Its weird to think that I make milk. Troy's tried telling me that 50% of all mammals make milk, but its still kind of strange. However, there's something about looking down and seeing Grant eat that is so peaceful. I'm making his food, and he is growing, all because of me.

- I don't need eight hours of sleep. Six hours, interupted by a crying, hungry baby, is enough.

- Troy is much more helpful than I figured he'd be. There are still some areas that's we're learning about (ALWAYS refrigerate leftover breastmilk!), but he's wonderful. And funny.

I'm sure there's tons more that I've learned. But this is good for now.

Just for you, Aunt Sharon!

Upon request, here are some photos of Grant from the past week. I can't believe how beautiful my baby is. He's just gorgeous! Enjoy the pics, everyone!
Just this morning- Grant in his "Got Milk?" onesie with a lovely cow print. I must say- I think I need the cow print shirt. I'm beginning to feel like all I do is feed this little boy! He eats all the time!
A bath shot. He looks pretty unhappy, but he really enjoys his baths. No fussing or crying, and he always relaxes enough to pee in the tub.
Sleeping on the sofa. Not his best photo, but he looks so sweet when he's sleeping. Which is quite often, actually.
The funny shot- this may be the "shock and awe" look that my dad often refers to. Grant has taken over Henry's role as the cute one in the house. Troy and I spend most of our time saying, "Oooh- look at him! Isn't that just adorable?!?"

A Month!

I can't believe that Grant will be four weeks old tomorrow. Its been a good month, overall. I'm feeling back to myself, with no pain or problems. Grant is usually sleeping well. I need to make sure not to jinx myself. I've been telling people how well he sleeps, but last night was not so fun. He woke up more often and it was harder to get him to sleep. He's so cute, though, that we tend to overlook some fussing at night.

We had a good trip to Raleigh for the 4th of July. Troy's grandmother, Grant's great-grandmother, was in town from Ohio. We had a great time sharing the baby with her. We ate too much, as usual.

Today I learned that Grant does like to snuggle up sometimes. Like today, when he just wanted to sleep on me instead of in his crib. They say you can't spoil a newborn. What's the harm in trying?

We Can Get Sleep!

This weekend has actually been okay, sleep-wise. Grant does like to sleep, although its rough waking up every 2-3 hours at night to feed him. Sometimes it takes awhile to get him to go back to sleep. During the day, he sleeps longer stretches and doesn't seem to want to eat as much. Hopefully his days and nights will get into a more friendly pattern.

We hung around the house yesterday and watched Deadwood. There was lots of breastfeeding and diaper changing in between. Today we may head to the grocery store and Toys R Us. It kind of depends on how much energy I have once Troy finishes sleeping in. I decided to let him sleep as long as possible this morning so that I can wake him up tonight if I need to. Nice, eh?

Today I learned that sometimes Grant just needs a lot of tries before he'll actually latch on. Booger.

Quick Update

Its been a long time, I know. We are doing well, although I'm sure Troy and I are going to lament my parents' return to Tennessee. Mom has been an absolute lifesaver for getting some rest with Grant here. Dad loves to sit around and hold Grant, and they enjoy making faces at each other.

I'm interested in seeing what type of schedule we set up when its just our new little family. Will Grant be the only one who gets any sleep?!?

Snip Snip

My little boy is getting circumcised as I type. Its such a scary thing to think about! They are going to use a little anesthetic, such for the sanity of a crazy, worried mama.

Our first funny story- Troy was changing his poopy diaper today. He got all the gunk out of the boy parts and was going to put a clean diaper on. He was holding Grant's feet up and out of the way and he must have been holding them back too far because more poop started coming out. We rush and clean that up and MORE comes out. Our little Grant is like a playdoh dispenser- crank enough tension on those legs and poop comes out. I would've laughed a lot more, but laughing, coughing, and sneezing hurts a bit. So I had to make do with giggling. I guess that's what I learned today- don't pull back too hard on the baby's legs.

HE'S SO CUTE!!!

No News

What a nice quiet weekend its been! I know for myself, and most other members of the family, that it would've been great to be having a baby this weekend, but I don't think that's happening. If the castor oil wouldn't do it, I'm not trying anything else. But we do have a "last resort" date of June 18th.

We went to the used book store yesterday, and I loaded up. I'm so glad I love to read (thanks, Mom!) and it was fun picking out some new material. The owner of the shop asked if I'd been reading to the baby, and I said no. But on my way out, I realized that I have been reading to him. He got read to every time I read to my class. So this little guy knows a lot about third grade language arts and math.

I'm also working on some stitching. I won't be using my sewing machine for awhile- I took it in yesterday for a tune up. Really the needle threader needed to be replaced, but I figured I'd get the whole thing looked at while its there. I haven't used it much recently, and after Grant comes, I'm sure I won't feel like sewing right away. So I'm working on Hardanger. Someone's going to get very lucky this Christmas, assuming the projects gets finished. I am the queen of the unfinished project.

We've gotten enough rain for the weekend, so I hope it stays sunny. We've been walking each evening. Its not bringing on labor, but I can tell each walk is easier. Hopefully it will help to be in better shape for labor.

Today I learned that Henry will ring his bell to go out even if he's just been out and done all his business. I also learned that the song that comes to mind when he does this is from "Little Shop of Horrors."

I've given you Southern Exposure
To get you to thrive.
I've pinched you back hard, like
I'm supposed to
You're barely alive.
I've tried you at levels of moisture
From desert to mud!
I've given you grow lights and mineral supplements.
What do you want from me?
Blood?

Here you go, Teresa.

Will it be the last belly pic?

I'm On Vacation

So I came home yesterday from work and told Troy I simply couldn't go back. I'd felt tired, nauseous, and generally icky all day long. We decided I should call my backup substitute and have her start for me today. So I stayed in bed an extra two hours this morning, started a load of laundry, and am now indulging in time online. I do need to head upstairs and put the nursery back together. We had the carpets professionally cleaned yesterday, as well as the couch and my orange chair. We moved most of the stuff out of the nursery so the floors could be cleaned really well.

I'm going to read and do other quiet, restful things in between taking care of some things around the house. I have an appointment with Dr. "Nothing's Wrong, You're Just Pregnant" Wheelock at 3 pm today, with an ultrasound to see how big Grant is these days. Will he say induce or will he tell me to come home and suck it up for awhile longer?

Today I learned that some guy rode for four miles at fifty miles per hour in his wheelchair after the handles got stuck in the grille of a big rig. They said he was bummed that he'd spilled his soda, but was otherwise fine. Wow.

Long Time, No Post

Sorry its been awhile. I think I'm avoiding any new forms of complaining. I feel like such a whiner. Grant has decided he's going to single-handedly teach me a lesson in patience.

The doctor says I'm progressing well. We'll leave it at that.

We spent the weekend hanging out and doing some things around the house. We got some pictures framed recently, so we were rearranging the art in the kitchen and living room to accommodate the new pieces. I think it looks really good.

Relay for Life was Friday/Saturday. We walked for an hour Friday night. The event went really well- my team raised over two thousand dollars. I wanted to stay overnight, but Troy and Rachel (our doula) convinced me that I'd be very unhappy if I didn't get enough sleep and then went into labor. I allowed myself to be convinced.

Henry is a happy, healthy puppy again.

Troy has discovered longboarding, a form of skateboarding. I hope I can survive another one of his hobbies.

Today I learned that Heely's- the stupid shoes with a wheel in the heel that I hate- are causing a sharp rise in childhood injuries. I was nearly run over several times at the mall last weekend by kids who had them on. And I even beep when I back up.

What's Happening

Friday- We waited around the house until the lady came to pick up the Audi- she drove up from Charlotte. We no longer own a fleet of vehicles- we're down to a quite normal two cars. Then we drove down to Raleigh and met Will at Ted's Montana Grill. Great food.

Saturday- Troy, Will, and I ate at Cracker Barrel and went to a local mall. I bought nursing pajamas, tanks, and a bra. I'm getting ready to feed this little monkey when he decides to come out. We picked Becky up at the airport, received lots of cute French presents, and then ate dinner at the Melting Pot.

Sunday- Troy, Will, and Becky went to see a movie at Southpoint- I walked and walked and walked around the air-conditioned place. I didn't really buy anything; I just wanted to get some exercise and it was so hot outside! We had dinner at Cheesecake Factory.

Monday- We hung out at the house and had a nice grilled lunch. Then we drove back to Virginia. The house is still in one piece, and all the fish are happy. We've spent the evening doing laundry and other household chores. Not fun, exactly, but the necessary evils, I guess.

Today I learned that its incredibly hard to tell someone how to sew things. Its much easier to show them.

AR Points

To encourage students to read, we use the Accelerated Reader program. Tests are made on books, usually with five to ten questions. After the student reads the book, they take the AR test and collect points based on their scores. We try to set goals for the students at the beginning of the year. Students that meet their goals get a reward. Twice a year there's a "store" where students can spend their points for goodies. Tomorrow is the last day for students to meet their goals and earn points. We've done so much AR reading! My star pupil this week is a particularly angry little guy whose goal was 42 points. He has 102 points right now. I can't keep books out of his hands. I wish I could do more than provide him with plenty to read, but I think for now that might just be enough.

We finished the breastfeeding class last night. Its amazing that humans actually have to take a class on something that mammals just do. We'll have to see how easy or hard it is for Grant and I. We will make it work!

Tomorrow is the last SOL test. Yippee!

Today I learned that Henry LOVES cottage cheese. Loves it!

Puking Has Ceased!

Henry puked between 30 and 50 times in the last 24 hours. The low estimate is mine and the high estimate is Troy's. Our house is such a mess from all that yuckiness.

After $200 and all day at the vet (for Henry- not us), we've determined he had an upset stomach of unknown origin. However, our little canine baby is no longer puking and appears quite pleased to be home with us. I want a good night's sleep- I have to administer the math SOL test to six kids tomorrow.

Troy is also pooped. He didn't worry too much about Henry, but he spent all night dealing with me being anxious. Such a level headed guy.

Today I learned that vets are baffled by perky pukey puppies.

Poor Henry

I came home to find that Henry had puked all over the first floor. I sat down at the computer after cleaning up and taking him out, and he curled up in the corner of the office. It is kind of hot, and I guess the wood floor is comforting to him?
I hope he feels better tomorrow. I think he may have to go into his crate- I'm too tired and pregnant to come home from work and clean all the carpets.

Henry taking a break from puking by resting with his nose against the vent. No wonder his breathing sounded funny...

Weekend Update

- I am ready for this baby to come out. I spent a good half of the weekend on the couch, zapped of all energy. Out, Grant!

- We had a lovely dinner on Saturday night with some friends. We did some walking, too. I like socializing some. I wonder if we'll really be all that altered when the baby comes. Can't you take babies out to restaurants? Sunday, Joann came to visit with Katherine, who is the cutest nearly-two-year-old (except Amelia, of course). They wore me out- I had to pick up after Katherine.

- The laundry got done!!!

- SOL testing started today at school. I didn't give any tests today; I test kids Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday. Everything went well with my group that hung out with me. I was very pleased.

- Troy sold the Audi. There simply aren't words for the happiness and relief that brings me.

I feel like there's a lot of whining in here. Please don't get me wrong- I'm very happy. I'm just frustrated with the end of school nearing. Life really is good in Lynchburg!

Today I learned that my "too tired to think" point is at noon. It used to be 2 pm.

Another Week

Time just keeps going. I'm so glad we're in town this weekend. I need some good, early-to-bed sleep that has no alarm on the other side. Troy's watching "Pan's Labyrinth" tonight. He wanted me to watch it with him, but Gwyn described it as the most disturbing thing she'd ever seen. I told Troy I was opting out.

Henry was good all day today. No messes!

School is on a funky schedule on Tuesday due to Falwell's funeral here in town. They're worried about transportation, so they're releasing everyone an hour early. It makes no sense since the funeral is at 1 pm. They'll be sending some buses out as the funeral is just beginning and ending. I guess we were all kind of hoping for the day off if they were going to alter our schedule.

Today I learned that teachers are always desperate for an excuse to have a day off. Maybe everyone, everywhere, in every job feels this way.

Today's Real Entry

Ah, the joys of home ownership. We will be spending an outrageous amount of money to get a new part for the air conditioning. Fortunately, the part is under warranty. The outrageous amount of money goes to the lucky guy who puts the thingy in.



I took a couple of photos of my flowers today. I should've done it before the snowball bush, tulips, and lily of the valley faded. Those were really beautiful.

Lupine- this pick was Troy's. Its growing really well and spreading out.

Clematis- Another pick of Troy's. Its growing up the railing to our deck.My peonies- I planted them four years ago. The first year they didn't sprout. The second year they sprouted and grew, but didn't bloom. Last year they bloomed. This year, they are ENORMOUS and beautiful.

I came home today to three piles of Henry vomit and one pile of Henry poo. I can't figure out why he puked. That's one of the great mysteries of my life. Its been going for several years. I think I would feel let down if it stopped and we never figured out why. I must say- anyone watching would've enjoyed the show of me trying to clean all that mess up with my big belly in the way.

Today I learned that having a relatively new home can still be relatively expensive.

House Advertisement

I found this on the Lynchburg MLS realty page today. I did not change anything.

"Remarks: Wonderful two story home that stands out through upgrades and meticulous preservation. Located in a private cul-de-sac this home is perfect for anyone that wants the privacy of the country and convenience of a 10 minute drive to Lynchburg. Pristine hardwood floors, ceramic tile and custom cabinets enhance the open floor plan. From the kitchen, breakfast nook, or dining room enjoy the serene private wooded rear yard while entertaining or eating. Enjoy 9 ft., ceilings in the finished basement in addition to to the cathedral ceiling in upstairs bedroom. Secret storage room just through master bedroom closet is perfect for storage or an imaginative mind."

Oh dear.

Naked Clowns

First of all, let me show you my Mother's Day present from Troy:

Its for timing contractions. I think Troy just wanted an excuse to buy a pretty red stopwatch. I guess I shouldn't grumble too much; he did get me something.

As for naked clowns, we were studying fish today in reading, and we were talking about how the clownfish got its name. I asked one of my students, "What do clowns usually wear?" thinking that he would respond with something about bright clothes. His response?

"Nothing! They wear nothing!" I can only hope that he thought I'd asked him what clownfish usually wear. Because clowns with nothing on scare me.

Today I learned that my OB's response to any quesionable discomfort I have is, "You're pregnant." Even sharp intense pains. Its all because I'm pregnant. Lucky me.

Irony, in Second Grade

The second grade is putting on a play. Its called, "I Need A Vacation." There are parts for a family of a mom, dad, and three siblings. A line in the song goes, "Jane gave dad quite a scare, Mom is pulling out her hair..."

The irony? They gave the part of the mom to a girl with alopecia. She really has very little hair to pull out. Even weirder? No one- not one of the four teachers nor the music teacher- noticed in two weeks of rehearsals, until I showed up one day and started laughing at the choice of mom. I couldn't believe they'd missed that.

Today I learned that this is teacher appreciation week. The PTO had lunch brought in. I love free lunch.

Butterflies and Birds

My second grade reading group read a story about butterflies. We were comparing and contrasting butterflies and birds, and I wanted to know how they are the same. We'd already gotten the wings and flying thing. I called on another student.

"Butterflies are insects and birds are... birds!" Ah. A triumphant answer on the similarities of these two creatures.

The right answer was they both lay eggs.

Back Home

We're back in VA after Jack and Debby's wedding. It was a very nice event. I have yet to go to a bad wedding. There was no drama, everything was lovely, and a good time was had by everyone. The food was yummy! I did spend a good bit of the time with my feet up, but I'm pregnant. There's only so much partying my body can take. I'm just surprised I made it til midnight and got everyone home.

It was lovely to see my parents, sister, and brother-in-law. The aunts, uncles, and cousins were a delight. I can't think of anything funner than making fun of my cousin's "Greek god" of a prom date.

The house is still standing. We both tend to get anxious as we enter the neighborhood, thinking that perhaps the house burned down while we were gone. But its still here! The grass is currently being mowed by one good husband.

The only disappointment was that I thought we'd be able to pick up Henry today. Turns out its only medical discharges. So I'll have to look at pictures and think fond thoughts. It'll be nice to be able to get ready in the morning without having to take Henry out.

Today I learned that my stomach has just barely enough room for a burrito. Enough, but just barely. Mmmmm. Guacamole.

Wedding and Mother's Day

Three day weekend, all thanks to Debby and Jack. I will enjoy being out of school tomorrow to celebrate your marriage! I hope the weather is great, the guests generous, and the love abundant.

My students wrote letters to their mothers today for Mother's Day. The following is my favorite:

Dear Mom,
Happy Mother’s Day. I hope you have safe trip. You are the best mom in the world. Thank you for everything you buy me. I like when you cook ribs. Love, ---------

Its the simple things, isn't it? I'm starting to wonder what kinds of letters Grant will come home with in a few years. What will he thank me for? What will he love about me? What sorts of strange things will he tell his teachers about home? I know all sorts of things about my students' families that would probably make them blush. I hope Grant and our other children have some sense of discretion.

Today I learned that a game of Monopoly with the assistant principal can make a student's day.

My Cutie Pie

I bought Henry a new toy recently- its made just like a tennis ball. Not the same shape, though. He just loves it. It comes up to bed with him every night- I keep stepping on it during my many trips to the bathroom.

Henry taking a break- its such hard work to keep a wild toy under control. Its like watching a rodeo.

I love this one- he put his paw through and started gnawing on the toy. Then he couldn't get his paw out. Bless his heart- he's not all that bright.

Gas Update

29.8 miles per gallon. Ha!

Nursery Photos

Just for you, T...
Poor Henry. He's so confused by this whole thing.

Scary Man

I heard about this on the radio today, and I laughed so hard. I wonder where I can find my own weird folk singer for my classroom...

Bob Dylan reportedly scared the children at his grandson's kindergarten after treating the class to a live show.
The "It Ain't Me Babe" singer has allegedly been dubbed the "weird man" by children in the class, in the Los Angeles suburb Calabas, where his son Jakob Dylan's child attends.
A source told the New York Post newspaper: "The kids have been coming home and telling their parents about the weird man who keeps coming to class to sing scary songs on his guitar.
"He's been visiting the school just for fun, but the kids don't appreciate they are in the presence of a musical legend. They just think of him as the weird guitar guy."

We've had a nice weekend. Very low key. We went to a Cinco de Mayo get together on Friday at a friend's house. Yesterday we put up the changing table in the nursery, and I've been rearranging it every two hours until I have it how I think I want it. Which lasts for another two hours until I go back and move more stuff. I'm looking forward to the next week at school. Tomorrow is a work day- no students!- and Friday I'm off. Three days with the kids- not too bad.

Today I learned that Troy still makes awesome banana bread. There's nothing quite like the heel with butter. Mmmmm...

Happy Weekend to All!

Its Friday. I survived another week. Grant spent about twenty minutes this afternoon trying to come out my belly button. My students were all nuts. The teachers are tired and cranky. But we've made it again.

Not much planned. I went to bed at 8:30 last night since we're going to a party tonight at a friend's house. I might stay awake until ten or so! I need to get to the library tomorrow, since I have some books that are due Monday. I've been reading up a storm. I liked "A Good Year" by Peter Mayle. It was a quick, fun read. "Ella in Bloom" was also good- I can't remember the author. I'm almost done with "The Ballroom on Magnolia Street" by Sharon Owens. Its been cute so far.

I've also been doing some Hardanger work again. I don't know why the mood hits when it does, but I just go with it. I'm hoping that this project is one I'll finish. I think I have too many started.

Today I learned that most dogs don't like the sound of rocks or coins shaking in a metal can. This can be used to discipline them. I'd never heard it before.

Gas

I've been driving my Civic for nearly a year. Gas prices here are at $2.89 a gallon for 87 octane. I'm turning in to a miles-per-gallon snob. I set my little trip meter each time I fill up, and after I've put more in the tank I get all excited about my 34 mpg or disappointed with my 27 mpg. Is that sad? I'm beginning to wonder.

Its raining here, which we need greatly. However, it has caused Field Day, the day I dread most of all, to be postponed from tomorrow to next Friday. Yippee! I'm off next Friday to attend a wedding. I GOT OUT OF FIELD DAY!!!

Today I learned that my dad's new chemo pills are sized for horses. Yuck.

Relay for Life

We had a lunch at school today to raise money for the relay team. We made a lot of money, but it was a lot of work. I helped with cookies, salad, and distribution. I think I'll discourage any coming lunches. I'm too tired, or too pregnant, to deal with this! However, the money is helping us get really close to our goal.

The kids have lost their minds. I want no more writing about bodily functions! It may be terrible that they're done with their portfolios- there's not all that much that we're needing to get done in my room. We are reviewing for their math SOL test.

Henry has done well staying out of his crate while we're at work. This is his second week of being all grown up, and he seems to be handling it quite well. No accidents or mass destruction.

Here's Henry, wearing an old sweater of Nana's with my assistant Gwyn. He's so much cuter than my sister's cats.

Today I learned that my principal doesn't trust the other staff at the school not to eat each others' lunches. We had to write everyone's names on their bag. Just in case.

Its been awhile...

I've decided to try this blog again. I started the baby focused one, but there's not all that much to write about. However, I do enjoy being a member of the blogging community. So here I go. If this fails this time, I'll give up. I promise.

Its hot and my ankles are huge. Guess what my OB told me? Its hot and you're pregnant. Its normal. Lucky me. My blood pressure is fine, though. So I'm in good shape.

Work is going well. I'm getting things all wrapped up, which helps me sleep at night. Boy do I sleep well at night! I wake up a lot to use the bathroom, but I'm dreaming and all. I had a dream last night that was reminiscent of Titanic. Boats sinking really quickly into the ocean. There were several other extremely surreal moments, but the boat sinking thing was really freaky. I felt like I was free falling in my dream.

Today I learned that sometimes kids with really big learning problems don't qualify for special education. Even if they really need it.

Spring Break

It's about darn time. Today is a workday until about noon, then we teachers get to officially start our spring break. I love my students, but I need these ten days away from them. We even had an episode of angry spitting on Wednesday. No, I don't work with llamas. I've been spending the morning getting things cleaned up in my classroom so that I'm ready for school to start fresh in a week.

I have a good bit of stuff to do over spring break, so don't worry about me getting bored. I just can't believe I'll be completely finished with school and grad school in less than two months. I've also been adding to my summer schedule by offering to work with more kids over the summer. I'm up to four definitely, one tentatively. Five kids should keep me busy.

Wednesday I learned that I can have my students mop the floor if they spit on it.

Better Day

We got so much done today! I'm very proud of my students. Behavior was much better after talking to another teacher and coming up with a plan. The kids, thank goodness, will buy into just about anything.

Tonight should be busy. I'm meeting a professor, baking cookies for a "spring table" at school tomorrow, and grocery shopping to bake aforementioned cookies. I guess busy is good. No chance to get bored. People keep thinking I'll be bored this summer. First of all, I don't think I will get bored. Second, is there anything wrong with being bored?!? I happen to think it might be welcomed to wake up with an empty day ahead. I know Henry would like that very much!

Today I learned that I'm going to have to raise a stink if I don't want to play golf this weekend.

Forever

I'm feeling the need to vent, so I figured this would be the place to do it.

I'm FED UP with my job right now. I'm desperately hoping that spring break (next week) does something to alleviate my suffering. The kids are nuts. The teachers are nuts. The administrators are nuts. I'm (you guessed it) nuts.

The weather is beautiful. Henry is great. Troy is wonderful.

Today I learned that measuring with beans is easier than using water.

My Special Valentine

One of my students gave me a valentine story.

"Once apon a time there was a girl and boy named Olivia and Darius Smith. They was going to the beach and they kept staring at each other while they were hanging with there friends. They were about to get a divorce but they madly couldn't resist each other and happily married each other and she became a smith."

You should see the drawing of Olivia and Darius that came with the story.

One Month...

...Left until comps. Fourteen weeks left in school. Only a small ounce of sanity left in my body.

School and school are going well. I'm busy with studying and paperwork and educational testing. The kids are ready for some snow days, but I don't know if we'll actually get any. This weekend I intend on studying and sewing. That always makes for a funfilled, exciting break from the daily grind.

Nothing new... Henry's fine, Troy's fine. I'm fine. Today I learned that kids can be hateful and then best friends and cruel and sweet- all in thirty seconds.

Long Time

I know, its been simply FOREVER since I posted. Right now I'm avoiding work, so I figured I'd do this. I fell down the stops last night due to ice, so my back is hurting. We got about six inches of snow on Saturday, which was beautiful. It was unfortunate that it happened on a Saturday. We had a one hour delay this morning, but I want some full days off. We still have six.

I've been dieting well, and I'm down to 180, ten pounds lost since returning from the cruise. I'm four pounds shy of where I was when I fell off the WW wagon. I'm proud that I'm doing it my way, and my way is pretty easy to stick to. Mom- have you found what your goal is yet?

Henry still has runny poo. He's also being a booger by wanting to sit on my lap in my orange chair. Its hard to do a crossword puzzle with him on top of me. We're waiting for the results of his latest fecal film.

Not much else is going on. Four months of grad school left. It seems like that's forever away, but I know its a blink of an eye. I just want to finish up so that my time is my own again.

Today I learned that every couple of months, you simply have to throw stuff away. Otherwise, your classroom becomes a junk pit.

Work Day

Today there were no students at school. I don't think I accomplished as much as I'd've liked, but I'm ready to teach again tomorrow. Its pretty boring at school with no students. I'm not really looking forward to going to class tonight, but that's one class closer to graduation, so I'm up for it.

Menu for January 22:
Frosted Cheerios 1.5 1 serving 165
Milk, nonfat, fluid, with added vitamin A (fat free or skim) 0.75 1 cup 64.2
Chicken Club Panini 1 1 serving 320
Luna Lemonzest Bar 1 1 serving 180
Margherita Pizza 1 1 serving 320
Sandies Snack Bag 2 1 serving 200
Milk, nonfat, fluid, with added vitamin A (fat free or skim) 1 1 cup 85.5

Today I learned that sometimes, there's no good way to arrange furniture in a room. Sometimes the room is just bad.

Food

I've lost eight pounds since Christmas. I'm doing it by keeping my claories at 1450 per day, give or take. I have 1 1/2 cups of frosted cheerios with 3/4 cups skim will for breakfast. (About 225 calories) I have a Luna bar for a midmorning snack- 180 calories. I have a Lean Cuisine meal for lunch- 240-280 calories. I have a Pria shake for a midafternoon snack- 170 calories. I have another Lean Cuisine meal for dinner- 240-380 calories. Then, I have skim milk and cookies (90 calories and 100 calories- I use the prepackaged cookies) for an evening snack. I haven't had much trouble with the hypoglycemia.
My favorite Lean Cuisine meals: any of the new paninis, the margherita pizza, four cheese canniloni, beef portabello, basil chicken, chicken with peanut sauce, thai style chicken... I really do like them. I've gotten used to eating the smaller portions. I used to be okay with them for lunch but not dinner. It seemed so small!
Tomorrow we're going to a Chinese restaurant for a coworker's birthday. I'll be having egg drop soup, thank you. The least unhealthy things there have cooked veggies in them, and I can't handle veggies. So the soup is pretty low calorie.
This weekend has been pretty slow. I've gotten lots of work done for teaching and grad school, which is nice. I'm working on doing lesson plans far in advance so I'm sure to get the VGLA done. However, tomorrow I'll be getting a new student on my caseload- woo hoo! Another eligibility meeting!
Today I learned that Henry thinks I'm a jungle gym when I'm lying on the sofa. He has no inhibitions about climbing all over me.

Marlarkey

The week is... sigh... over. I'm pooped! Things are really starting to get crunched here with classes and assessments and behavior and IEPs. However, I'll get plenty of rest and do lots of work this weekend. That will help a lot, I think.
Henry is feeling better. He's pretty well back to normal, so he's just obnoxious, instead of stinky and obnoxious. Boy do we love our dog! He'll have a good weekend- he likes it when we're both around to keep him occupied.
I think that's about it. I can't think of anything interesting.
Today I learned that you should never teach children the word "malarkey." They will use it to describe EVERYTHING.

Cold Day

Today I've been so cold!  When we arrived at school, we discovered that the power had gone out Saturday, causing our heating to stop working.  The school was freezing!  They had to get a part and fix it this morning.  It came on around 10:30.  At 11:00, our power went out for about 45 minutes.  The heat worked after that, but my fingers still haven't thawed yet.

 

I got a letter from the school administration building today informing me that I'm highly qualified in all areas of elementary education.  I knew I was, my coworkers knew I was, my principal knew I was.  Now I have the official paperwork that secures my title as "highly qualified," one of the biggest loads of bull#%$& to ever hit public education.

 

Now Troy and I are just spending a quiet evening hanging out with Henry.  I'm still cold.

 

Today I learned that its nearly impossible to schedule meetings with some parents.  Especially divorced, antagonistic parents that travel all the time and leave raising their emotionally scarred children with other people.

All is Right

In my little world.  Troy is home, Henry is being treated for worms (thank goodness for our new vet- we're switching permanently), and classes are starting.  I'm on the road to graduation!  I'm not too nervous about this semester.  It'll be a lot of work, but I'm prepared.  I've been scared of Dr. Polloway, but now I know how he is.  No surprises.  Work will be hard with IEPs and assessments coming up, but I'm in good shape, I think, to handle it.

I've lost 7 pounds since returning from the cruise.

This weekend was pretty uneventful.  I went to Walmart and Target just to get out of the house, watched 8 hours of Jane Austen movies in two days, and crocheted up a storm.  The one thing I didn't do as much of as I'd like was sleep.  Henry got me up between 5:30 and 6:30 every day.  (I do love him.  I'd love him more if he wasn't sick all the time.)

Today I learned that someone is passing a petition to reinstate the pledge in public schools.  I was very surprised- we say it every morning at my school.

Long Week

This week felt like it lasted a year. Nothing too bad, just so much work and stress already. I'm nervous about grad school starting because I don't know that I can handle something else. However, I've done it three semesters before and I'll do it again. This weekend is devoted to comps and crochet. I want to finish this afghan I'm working on. Hopefully Henry's tummy will be settled and he'll sleep through the night. I swear, I love that dog, but he's always got an upset stomach. If its not coming out one end, its coming out the other.
On a more pleasant note, I feel like I got a lot accomplished at work this week. The kids are starting to get worn down from the work of the year, even though we just came back from winter break. I'm motivating them with marshmallows. We're also reading about marshmallows, writing about marshmallows, and throwing them around a lot.
Today I learned that Friday afternoons are not a good time to do educational assessments.

Ahh... Vacation

We are all finally home again and enjoying vacation time. Poor Troy had to go to work yesterday and today. Henry and I are just hanging out around the house. I did seven loads of laundry yesterday. Henry has been very cute about wanting to be right by us since we brought him home from the kennel. He'd been very healthy, but this morning he puked up his whole breakfast. I don't know what the deal is with that.

We enoyed the cruise very much. Too much good food. I've been working on my eating since we got back. Between going to the dietician awhile back and finding foods that really work for me, I think I'm making my own diet plan that'll work well.

Today I learned that Henry may just always be a very pukey dog.

I have to go to work?!?

Although my coming week consists of two days of work, it is going to be hard. First, we've been out for four days (two for snow, two for the weekend). Second, the kids aren't going to want to do anything. Third, I'm excited about the break!

We had a good visit to Raleigh. We always eat too much, but we had some fun shopping. Becky and I have been watching too much Oprah. We went today to get bra fittings- both of us were wearing the wrong size.

We also saw King Kong today. It was okay, but very very intense.

Today I learned that the life of a bra is about 100 wearings. I guess my bras from high school are a bit old, then.

Cute, Bizarre Story by My Student

My nutcracker's name is Nicole. She is a ballerina nutcracker. She has a mom and a dad, and she lives with her sister and her brother. She has a big sister. Her big sister's name is Janelle. Janelle is nine years old and Nicole is seven years old. They live together and they share a room. They don't always like to share a room because they argue and fuss all the time. Sometimes they get in trouble with their mom because their mom does not like them to fight at all. When they start fighting, their mom makes them hug so they'll never fight again.
When Nicole left the house to walk, she discovered something from the woods and she walked down to the woods and she saw this thing that has magical powers. It will give her any wish that she wants. She wished that her sister was gone. Then, when she went home, she went upstairs to her room and she looked for her sister. Her sister was nowhere to be found. She started to worry that if she didn't get her sister back she would be in big trouble.
She went back to the forest to see if the tree would give her another wish and the tree began to think. 'Should I give you another wish?'
She told him that he should because she would get in big trouble if she didn't get her sister back. The tree told her that first she had to do something, and then she could have her sister back.
The tree said, 'You must go to the prince's house and meet him and dance with him at the ball tonight.' She said, 'How am I going to get to dance with the prince? I don't even know him.'
The tree said, 'That's why you have to go and meet him. If you don't dance with him, I won't give you another wish.'
She asked the tree where the prince lived. He said, 'Go two blocks from your house and you will see the big castle. That is where the prince lives. Meet him and ask him to dance.'
She met the prince, and the prince said she was very beautiful. Then the prince said, 'Sure, I would love to dance with you.' They danced and then she went back to the tree.
The tree said, 'Since you have danced with the prince, you can have one more wish.'
She said, 'I wish to have my sister back.' She went home, went up to her room, and saw that her sister was there. She was so happy that she hugged her sister for a long time. The End.

** Makes you want to give your sister a hug, doesn't it?!?**

We Love Katamari!

Hi, My name is Marie, and I am a Katamari addict.  So Troy bought this video game where the character runs around rolling stuff up into a big ball.  I am obsessed.

 

I spent most of today doing laundry and studying for my final tomorrow.  I also ran for an hour this morning- 4 miles.  I'm going to back off next week.  I just wanted to see if I could do an hour.

 

Henry appears to be feeling better.  No accidents in the house and no puking.  We like that.

 

Today I learned that Andy Kaufman was on the first episode of SNL.

If only every week was a three-day week.

Yes, the ice did come through and school was cancelled today. I shouldn't be so pleased about it, I guess. I'm as bad as my students, if not worse. I don't think I'll pray for snow days so feverishly once grad school is over with.

I used the extra time to run for 47 minutes, watch a Tivo-ed movie, and meet with my study group for Monday's final. I sure home I get some studying done this weekend. I don't feel very prepared right now. And I don't have much motivation to get prepared.

Henry seems to be feeling better after three meals with his pancreatic enzymes. I'm hoping that takes care of the problem. He eats the pills with his food and doesn't seem to notice that I've snuck medicine in. No peanut butter or other hiding substances. He's been sleeping well and no recent accidents. I'm keeping my fingers crossed.

Today I learned that Henry growls at little girls who want to take his chews. Henry learned that when he growls at little girls, he immediately goes to his crate.

More Snow!

I'm sure keeping my fingers crossed that we get some nasty ice and snow tonight. That would really rock. Henry got sick again last night, so I took in a "sample" to the vet and brought him to school with me to keep an eye on him. I didn't realize it, but he's lots four or five pounds in the last month or so. I hope the vet can find something out. I'm a little worried.

Today I learned that a Leatherman constitutes a weapon at my school. Good thing it wasn't mine and I wasn't the one found with it. Just one of my students- five day suspension.

Snow Day

Today was just a one hour delay, but yesterday was a whole snow day! It was beautiful, especially since Lynchburg College was closed and I didn't have to go to class. (Boy do I need to start studying for my final on Monday...) I did get some work done with my friend Meghan from school. I also watched a pretty bad movie, but it was so bad I couldn't stop (Chasing Liberty with Mandy Moore).

Our weekend was good- very relaxing with no big expectations or activities besides the tennis match. I did get schoolwork done for grad school over the weekend. That and laundry.

Not much else going on. I'm tremendously busy, but the semester is almost over and Christmas break is nearly here.

Today I learned that the kindergarten teachers at my school can be really selfish and not nice. I also learned that the fourth grade teachers are swell! (The kindergarten teachers had fits that I needed an aide for an hour and that the principal assigned me theirs... The fourth grade teachers gave me their aide instead. How sweet!)

Aaaahhhhh........

The weekend has actually arrived. I wish I didn't have so much work to do. We are on our way back from the Genworth charity tennis match. I didn't really care so much for the tennis. I thought it was boring. On our way back to the car I heard someone say my Oak Ridge name. It was one of Teresa's friends from high school. I'm amazed she remembered me. So that was pretty cool. So tomorrow is back to studying for me. Hopefully I can get a lot accomplished. Today I learned that Andre Agassi is pretty funny.

Procrastination

I ran two miles today.  However, I can't seem to get my act together to study for my final exam in a week and a half.  I've started, but my motivation is lagging.  There's also so much "stuff" to do for my job.  I feel really really really bogged down.

 

Today I learned that the flu shot always makes my arm hurt.

The Last Couple of Days

So I said I'd finish up with Thanksgiving.  Friday we went to Nana and Grandpa's house to do clean up.  We got tons taken care of, and we had lunch at Chipotle.  Just before Troy and I headed home, we went to visit Nana at Riderwood.  We were pretty impressed with the place.  I've been to lots of nursing homes, and this one is the best by far.  It didn't even smell like pee!  We left Maryland and headed back home, getting in at nine or so.  Saturday I did school work, and Troy's parents came to visit on Sunday.  They took us Christmas shopping- we got luggage and clothes for the Christmas cruise.

So far this week work has been okay.  I feel better having finished so much for grad school, but things are getting more and more intense with work.  I'm getting new students and I can't put off starting the portfolio assessments much longer.  I went to the neurologist today, and he seemed pleased with the progress in my face.  I guess most people can't tell.  I'm still not back to where I'd like to be, but I can make do with what I've got.

Henry appears to have gotten over his gastrointestinal bug, thank goodness.  That got old really quickly.

Today I learned that if the nerves in your face grow back wrong, you'll tear up while you salivate or twitch your mouth when you blink.  Imagine!

Thanksgiving

I should be working on some of my papers for grad school, but I've already put in over an hour this morning. Time for a break! Henry's in his crate in the basement and Troy's still asleep, so I have the house all to myself.

We drove up Wednesday evening to Debby's house. It took over five hours instead of the usual three and a half, but we got in around seven or so. We then drove over the Grandpa's house and had dinner with Jack, Debby, Mom, Dad, and Grandpa. (Kelly, Lauren, and I had several conversations about how we still call it Nana and Grandpa's house, although Nana doesn't live there anymore.) Mom had cooked some recipes that she learned from her cooking lessons, and they were so good! We talked and visited a lot, then headed back to Debby's.

Troy wasn't feeling all that great, and he slept until nearly noon on Thursday. I started the carrot souffle and oyster casserole while Debby and Jack went to the gym. I've never cooked with oysters before, and the dish was especially for Grandpa. I then just hung out for the day, helping Debby when I could. People starting arriving at the house around 4 pm, and we ate at around 5:30. Kelly and Lauren seemed okay about being at Debby's house, and Johnny was very much at ease. Debby's kids were around, too.

Nana was absolutely ready to eat. She kept picking at the dishes, although we were trying to get everything ready to have a little buffet. We got her to the table, and she was trying to pick the little pumpkins off the decorations to eat. I also had to get sharp with her to keep her from drinking my coke. I finally got her plate ready, and she dug in. When we went around and said what we were thankful for, Nana said, in a rather amusing tone, "This food!" It was rather tasty food. Good turkey, potatoes, veggies, rolls... Mmmmmm. Nana also had three desserts.

After dinner, we all kind of pitched in with dishes or Nana-sitting. I got really bored (I've found that since I'm over my three weeks of feeling like &#%$ I can't sit still much) so Kelly, Mom and I went to Grandpa's house and started sorting Nana's clothes. We did that for about three hours, then I took Kelly back to her dad's. We had a good long talk, and it was interesting to see Kelly's perspectives on her warped family life.

I'll post about Friday later. My fingers are tired!

End of the Week

Tomorrow is a half day workday, so today was our last day of the week with students. I really like school better when there aren't any children here.

When I was younger, I had a lot of obsessive-compulsive tendencies. Most of that has gone away, except for one small thing. I still have a really hard time with strange body noises. Let me tell you- this cold season at work just might do me in. All the sniffling and snuffling and hacking and wheezing- these kids are really gross sometimes! Not to mention Troy. I was really glad that he decided to work from home today. He probably didn't rest as much as he should- I told him to take a nap.

Today I learned, that when running reports on educational testing, you should use the correct birthdate. If you say that a child was born a year later than they really were, it skews your results. A lot.

Wonderful Monday

It was so nice to be back at work and not feel like a zombie. I feel like I got so much accomplished- I finished testing a student, wrote up his evaluation, was incredibly useful during math class... The kids seemed really excited to have me back in spirit and body, not just in body.

Troy's fever is at 100.3 and he is hacking and coughing and making the most obnoxious noises. Its starting to get on my nerves.

Today I learned that my SPED 644 paper isn't due in three weeks. Its due next week.

Also...

I forgot to mention in my earlier post from today that we went to the Harry Potter movie.  I really, really, really didn't like it.  I thought it stunk.

Dare I Say It?

Am I... gasp... better? I actually used the word "good" to describe how I felt today. I can't believe that its only been three weeks since the start of the Bell's palsy. It seems like forever, what with the face and the cough and all the icky medicine I've been on. I haven't taken any medicine since about 2:30 am on Saturday. I took some hydrocodone- BAD IDEA. I will never take anything else with codine or " cet" at the end. I felt so gross yesterday, just because of the medicine. However, I feel good today and got some homework done!

Unfortunately, Troy is now sick.

This week should be pretty low key. The students only come tomorrow and Tuesday, and the teachers only have to work half a day on Wednesday. I need to finish some educational testing tomorrow, write a couple of reports, and do my progress notes. Fun stuff.

I learned that Nana is now living in a nursing home. I'm so relieved- I was very worried about her. I was also glad to hear that Grandpa is feeling okay about the decision. Sixty years of living with Nana being aggravating must've been a long time. I'd've gotten tired of it myself. However, now that she's lost her mind, I find her to be quite pleasant.

Today I learned that clementines are out in the grocery stores. I bought a big box. Mmmmm.

Backslide

I felt pretty icky all day. My cough is as bad as it was on Monday when I went to the doctor. I took my last prednisone this morning, so I'm hoping to get that out of my system completely in short order.

Work tomorrow should be pretty stressful with the meeting I'm not looking forward to having. Hopefully I can get some sleep tonight.

Today I learned that I've eaten too much over the last couple of days. I need to get better and get out of the friggin' house.

Progress

I feel marginally better, probably thanks to the average of 14 hours of sleep per day I'm getting. I also got some work done on a paper and an IEP today. Not enough forward motion, but this weekend should be pretty bland. Poor Troy had a hard beginning to his work week, so he'll need the weekend to rest up as well.

The weather is turning, and I'm very glad. I'm ready for it to get cold.

Today I learned that my substitute has been following my plans too closely- she wouldn't let the speech language pathologist take the kids she needed to see because I hadn't left it in my plans. Sheesh.

More Ickiness

I slept until about 1 pm today, with an hour up and around about eight. So, last night, I got about 14 hours of sleep. And I'm exhausted again. My goal is to stay in the house until Friday morning when I absolutely have to go back to work. Most of the prednisone will be out of my system and I can get some more rest over the weekend. I'm scared that grad school isn't going to have such great rewards for me this semester. So much for straight As- I guess killing myself to get them isn't a good idea, eh?

The trip to DC, or what I remember of it, was good. There was an awful lot of medicine in me most of the time. Unfortunately, I cannot get the image of changing Nana's diaper out of my head. Poor Nana- its so sad to see her wearing nearly every piece of clothing she owns. She's always been kind of spacy, so that's not such a shock at this point. I really enjoyed hanging out with Teresa so much. I wish she lived closer, but I don't think the quality time would be so quality if I saw her more. I think the fact that our time together riding around and taking care of family is so seldom that we can really take advantage of it.

Well, I'm pooped now. Time to go lay down. Maybe I have mono. That's the last time I felt so tired.

Today I learned that my boss is pretty cool after all- she'll leave the PTO meeting at 9 pm and drop off a disk I need at the house. Just so I'll feel better and don't have to go out.

Ickiness

What a cruddy week. Hopefully I'll be feeling better and will stop whining soon. I'm just so tired of the prednisone and coughing. However, tomorrow will be an easy day at work, and then Teresa comes!

My face does look so much better now. I'm getting lots of compliments on the improvement, and I must say, its nice not to have Troy compare me to Quasimodo. (He really does love me...) Blinking is still very weak, and Troy told me today that I'm only blinking the eye when I put effort into it. When I just blink with normal force, its not closing.

On a really good note, I'd like to say that we are seeing fall foliage here. I really didn't think we would this year, after a drought and now temps in the upper seventies. The maples are pretty, and the tulip poplars have turned. I do love fall. Now if the temperatures would just drop by about twenty degrees...

Today I learned that I can actually do some stats. Not much, but a very little bit (variance and standard deviance- that's stats, right?)

Election Day

I voted in Virginia's gubernatorial race today. Its a pretty close race, and I'm interested in seeing who'll win. Voting was just one of several things I got around to doing today. I got all my new passport stuff together (for passport number four... man), went to the bank, had lunch with Meghan, and bought educational supplies. I relaxed this afternoon and stressed out a bit about my health.

I have developed a cough. This cough requires Dayquil and Nightquil. It makes my chest hurt and my ears pop. My cheeks are getting even more purple between the prednisone and coughing. Which reminds me... I'd better take my prednisone soon, or I'll forget.

My face has improved. I don't think I'm up to my contacts yet and my ear is still funky. However, I think most muscle movement is back and going well. Its much less noticeable, so I'm told.

On an interesting note, my friend Meghan and I got into religion a bit today. She refers to herself as a liberal, practicing Christian. She asked me today how I felt about death, considering that I think that when you die, that's it. I was a bit bothered that she doesn't really understand my religious beliefs. Its not that I don't believe in God and heaven and all that... I just don't know exactly what it is that I believe. I'm open to God or no God, heaven or no heaven, etc. I try to live my life in a manner that will get me into heaven if it exists. I just don't have a blind faith in one particular direction. I really wish I did, sometimes. It'd be nice to be able to believe for the sake of having a church to go to and a religion to call my own. I suppose one phrase sums up my beliefs right now- "We'll see."

Today I learned that its hard to spend a lot of money when you're trying to force yourself to spend a lot of money. Its when you don't have a lot that you want to spend a lot.

Exhaustion

What a day! It was so hard to get up when that alarm went off this morning. It didn't help that I didn't really know what to expect today. We get our weekly memos on Friday, so I didn't know if there were any surprise meetings today. There weren't any surprise ones, just an expected one that took over an hour.

After just an hour of being here, I was pooped. I stoically carried on, and the kids were good. The sub left good notes about the days I was out, which always makes a teacher really happy. We actually got some work done, and I got plans together for the rest of the week. The meeting that took forever was during my lunch time and past, so I ended up not seeing any students this afternoon. I had to leave the kids with their teachers so I could get some food in me. The meeting was bad because we couldn't agree with the parents about their child's disability. Mom firmly felt that he needed to continue services while we felt strongly that he didn't need them anymore. Plus, that little conference room got so hot! After I left, a little girl in my math class said, "Mrs. Mchenry, your cheeks are purple!" Sheesh. We think we worked out a compromise, but the next week or so could get pretty hairly around here.

I'm going to class this afternoon, even if I am tired. However, I may treat myself to a little frappacino on my way in. Something cold and sweet never hurt anyone, right?

Today I learned that special education law can really hurt feelings.

Plateau in Improvement

Bad Bell's Palsy, bad! This morning was the first morning since starting prednisone that I didn't notice any improvement. In fact, my eye bothered me a lot. I think an eye lash got loose and it took me too long to get it out. My blinking, although easier and requiring less effort to get the lid down, is still very weak. My ear is also still very sensitive. The only reason its really bothering me is that I have a cough, and coughing hurts my ear. Sorry to complain.

Tomorrow I'm going back in for a full day of work. I would probably try to do a half day, except that I have an important eligibility meeting at 12:30. That's past the half day mark, so there's not point in me going home before grad school. Maybe I'll take a nap in the clinic for an hour or so. I finished the rough draft of one of my grad school projects, which is a huge load off my shoulders. I just hope the prof likes it and doesn't want too much changed.

Henry has been just as cute as a button. I gave him a bath today since the weather was so nice (almost eighty degrees in November!), and he was pretty good about it. He hasn't had a bath in months. Since he stays indoors, he stays pretty clean. He's calming down some, but he's still got a lot of puppy in him.

Today I learned that lots of penguin chicks freeze to death in the Antarctic winter (we saw "March of the Penguins" this afternoon) and their stiff little bodies are quite depressing.